its my birthday today

today marks a special day fer me its my birthday today

have lots of taking picture

buttt i will only upload the photo by tonite bah

erm now very stress

today must hand in the phone in 3d rhino

very very stress sia

cheerup can't be sad must be happy

anyway maybe going wild wild wet this afternoon

HAVE A HAPPY GREAT DAY!

having fun taking picture(:

im bored right now

that's why i tOOk a random picture of myself

after finish going for a new hair cut hahaz

now the time is 8.59 in three hours time i will have toO bid away my sweet days when im seventeen yrs old and im going to be sweet eighteen this coming fri on the 1st feb and im counting down to the day itself hahas

let me tell you a story shall i

last time i use to wish that the moment i woke up the next morning on my birthday all my presents are on the table

just waiting for the birthday girl to open up her presents

isit it sOooo sweet

how i wish?

but i couldn't be tOooo hopeful..

hey all.
ok, i'm not exactly in the mood to talk to anyone
i'm sorry to those i didn't return calls, smses to.

this few days and i keep MIA.

and leaving without saying goodbye.

im very confuse.

haiz nothing will ever change as before le.

but did that even work?
i shouldn't have wasted my breath in the first place.
what was not suppose to be still is.

i don't understand.
how you manage to live
seriously
doesn't the guilt kill you?
you're really cold blooded.
its not that i didn't try
i just couldn't bring myself to befriend you

you'll never see it my way 'cause you're not me

i don't make the first move.

oh man.. i so hate the feeling where you know someone wants to ask you a question but they dare not ask and you know the answer but you can't reply them. honey, what makes you think i don't know?

so sad sia.. serious lahh.. i know someone wants to ask me a question, i know it's for me, i know the question, i know what i'm going to say. and if i said yes? and yes.. this feeling, totally sucks big time. boo. and you MIGHT be reading this and pondering what i've written above is for you. and ya.. lemme tell everyone here straight.

I DON'T MAKE THE FIRST MOVE.

got that? so if you wanna ask me something, just ask. i WON'T ask you. so hopefully you know what to do after you read this.

life

how i wish i could

just run around in the open field

and shout out loud

as all i can

really hoping that this year

my life will

fill of joy

just lyk ballons floating in the air

i realise white heels and roses go well together (:

losing my way

everything's not right.
everything's just not right.
what more crap can just happen to me this year?

i'm just super careless.
i don't know what's wrong with me.
ok fine.

this is one of the days i don't have the monday blues! ;D
ok, maybe a little from that stupid rhino and stuff.
which is so pissing me off.

sorry.. mood swings are taking over me.

chocolates

chocolates.
they help me escape.
the pleasure of it just melting in my mouth.
hmmm. delightful.
i'm constantly drowning my worries in chocolates.
dark chocolates to be exact.
it's the best drug to keep me going.
it keeps me awake.
it prevents me from breaking down.
lovely chocolates.

i realise i OVERLOOK the world!

i realise i OVERLOOK the world!
now, what do i mean by that,
i've been like.. looking at the bad stuff too much.
as in, i only concentrate on the bads, not the goods.
like, all the shit that's been happening lately.
crap man.

while walking

at

popular bookstore

yesterday on the 29jan08

wif my girls i saw

a handsome sweet looking smile

on the guys face haha

just came back from j8

having lunch wif my dear dear ah yi & my mei mei

at (LJs) long john silver

now in class having mr cheong lesson

very damn bored man

he told us that evryone of us

are suppose to design our on phone

using 3d rhino

first thing that came out from my mind was that

WHAT I HAVE TO DESIGN MY PHONE?

haha im consider lucky enough

coz my o2 phone is muc h more easier than i thought

but making the phone out is the main prob here

haiz and he wants to see every detail taht the phone has

OH MY OH MY..

im sure dead fer this man

lets pray hard that everything will be fine

jia you evryone

this is the very first assignment that we have tO do our own stuff

wish ya guys all the best ya

and today ishhhhh yeo yeo the sweet eighteen birthday

i thought she was in school

but i never saw here at all man

haiz i already prepare a small gift fer her

hope she lyks it

but she's still not in skool yet haiz

today mr cheong got meeting den

there's onli a total of 8 of us including ivan haha

the rest i think late bah

erm haha can secretly play internet coz cheong got meeting

yipee so happie thats what im doin now blogging

left a few more days to my big day

growing older

and older

waiting for that day to past by

hope that this year will be a great start fer me

today so unlucky day fer me

im lyk making a fool of myself

seriously i took bus 53 back home

the bus was damn full house man

and while in the bus my mind totally when blank

thinking of something den suddenly

the stupid bus driver break the bus

and i bang onto someone

i bang onto a guy and den was lyk keep

saying sorry to him

wth so unlucky day fer me

so ass man den i so pai sei sia

i think the people in bus caught me fall in action haha

wtf den after the i bang onto him

i thought of alighting right after the bus stop but i didn't haha

STUPID ASS bus driver

make sure i don't see you again..

I HATE TODAY MAN 28jan08 sOoo f***

always

In a haze, a stormy hazeI'll be round, I'll be loving you alwaysAlwaysHere I am and I'll take my timeHere I am and I'll wait in line alwaysAlways

Precepton? Deception?
I love u boy, deres no objectionBeleiving?Deceiveing?
My heart is yours till I stop my breathing
Always waiting
Always

im missing you

Turned around, I heard footsteps running
It wasn't you, that I didn't see coming
It's clear by now,
That I'm missing you

By the stairs I'll be right there waiting boy
ll make out and be making our own world
Cause' I'm missing you

what a love.

loving a person doesnt need a criteria,,

because once u fall in luv u take d risk of accepting d person...
u dont nid 2 find answers if why u love him/her...

because all the things change,, if you accept that person..

if he/she change in d middle of the relationship you will not gonna cry because you accept
him/her.. too hard to do but easy to try because there is no more than happiness, if you let that person feel that you

love her/him also. without askin for anything in return, then you can say that's love

What fruit are you?

I'm Banana

You are a softie!

Loving,

gentle,

warm

and sympathetic

by nature is the

banana lover.

You often lack in

self-confidence

and are quite timid

by nature.

People often take

advantage of your sweet temperedness,

and sheer vulnerability to a situation.

You adore

your partner both for their mental and physical beauty!

Your relationship

is always in harmony!

What fruit are you? Click here to find out

Believe in love at first sight

Our first and last love...

is self-love

Your heart is a place to draw true happiness.

LOVE

that

moves

the

SUN

and

the

other

stars

without you

Without you,

my rainbow would be without colours.

Without you,

my sunshine will be drained.

Without you,

a piece of my heart will be missing.

Without you,

everything in my life would not be beautiful.

So please,

stay in my life.

Somewhere over the rainbow

Somewhere over the rainbow

Way up high

There's a land that I heard of

Once in a lullaby

Somewhere over the rainbow

Skies are blue

And the dreams that you dare to dream

Really do come true

Some day I'll wish upon a star

And wake up where the clouds are far behind me

Where troubles melt like lemondrops

Away above the chimney tops

That's where you'll find me

Somewhere over the rainbow

Bluebirds flyBirds fly over the rainbow

Why then, oh why can't I?

Some day I'll wish upon a star

And wake up where the clouds are far behind me

Where troubles melt like lemondrops

Away above the chimney tops

That's where you'll find me

Somewhere over the rainbow

Bluebirds flyBirds fly over the rainbow

Why then, oh why can't I?

If happy little bluebirds fly

Beyond the rainbowWhy,

oh why can't I?

Somewhere over the rainbow